On Saturday morning at ten, Malcolm Gladwell began his New Yorker
Festival appearance by talking about his early career as a champion runner.
Between the ages of thirteen and fifteen, Mr Gladwell won all the top prizes in
the Ontarian field. Then he took a break. When he came back to running in his
late teens, he was only a little better than ordinary. Why? Mr Gladwell did not
go into this, because what interests him now is the complete failure of his
early success to predict his later mediocrity. This personal anecdote - which
seemed at first to be no more than that, a gratuitous self-exposure for which
his fans might be expected to be grateful - opened out quite beautifully into a
brief lecture on the topic of precocity, or precociousness, whichever you
prefer.
The talk had such a profound impact on me that I'm not sure that I can
report it. For three days, I swam in the trembling exaltation that follows
"religious experience." I'm almost glad that that's passing, because I want to
get on with the somewhat altered course of my life. Now, Malcolm Gladwell's talk
didn't change me. Things have been changing within me for some time, although
perhaps only those who know me personally and very well can tell. Certainly this
Web log is produced, for the most part, by the "new" me. The me who has already
responded to Rilke's line,
Du musst dein Leben ändern.
"You must change your life." Well, I don't know that I changed my
life, but my life has certainly changed, and I'm holding on tight. Malcolm
Gladwell's lecture was an announcement of the change, of its nature and extent,
and also an explanation of the change. So my version of the lecture is all bound
up with me. Sorry.
I will note that both Ms NOLA and I expected a different personality. We
didn't expect Mr Gladwell to be sharp. He does not open his mouth without
knowing pretty well exactly what he is going to say. (This may be, and in fact I
hope that it is, unconscious.) He speaks very clearly and, for the most party,
with a tiny but witty smile. Watching him at the podium for nearly two hours
also helped to clarify his features, which never seem to come through in
photographs. I would love to know the history of the non-haircut.
When asked, during a Q&A session that lasted rather longer than the lecture,
if precocity was going to be the subject of his next book, Mr Gladwell said
"no." What he's really interested in right now is late blooming. It was at this
point that the bulb popped, illuminating everything for me and opening my brain
to a strong, destabilizing current. For as it happens, I was a precocious child,
I am also a late-blooming adult. According to Mr Gladwell, the one may have led
to the other; the experience of precocity may have doomed me to a late bloom.
Malcolm Gladwell argued, quite persuasively, that the qualities that produce
precocious children are not in synch with the qualities that distinguish
productive adults. Children learn things to the extent that they mimic doing
them, and precocious children are just faster mimics. Mimicry, however, is
obviously not an important, or even desirable, trait in adults. Somewhere along
the line, the outer-directed (or -focused) precocious child must grow into the
inner-directed adult, and quite often this doesn't happen. One of Mr Gladwell's
examples was the Hunter College Elementary School, an extremely selective
institution that was designed to nurture future Nobelists and the like. It
hasn't produced them. What it has produced is a crop of happy and successful
people, but few superstars. Mr Gladwell's hunch is that these kids were so smart
that they grasped the great sacrifices that aiming for the top requires - and
decided to go for happiness instead. It seems clear that precociousness is not
the fruit of ambition; it's simply an inborn characteristic. So it may well be
that the gifted children at Hunter lack the deep competitiveness that drives
some people toward the attainment of honorable fame.
The downside of privileging the precocious is that it demotes the importance
of work. Of practicing an instrument. Of editing a text toward perfection. Of
doing all the research that a project requires, unstintingly. Of leaving no
stone unturned. Now, you can regard such work as drudgery, the necessary evil
associated with achievement. Or you can look at it as the whole point.
Achievement? There is no such thing as achievement, not for the achiever.
Achievement notifies other people that something remarkable has been done, but
it's the doing, not the having done, that matters. The only thing that we ever
achieve is, as the French have it, death itself. We are achieved. At the
risk of appearing to reinvent an "Eastern" philosophy, I am opening myself up to
the idea that mindful work is the thing that counts most, perhaps even more than
love. Perhaps the two go together.
Mr Gladwell's larger point, which underlies his interest in late bloomers, is
the price that we pay for rewarding - and demanding - early success. His example
here was the celebrated band, Fleetwood Mac. A music executive recently
highlighted the importance of patience to Mr Gladwell by pointing out that the
album that is generally regarded as the band's best, most critically acclaimed,
and so forth - Rumours - was its seventh LP. Nobody gets to make seven
albums today unless the preceding six are all big sellers. In one sense, this is
just another example of the pernicious effect that bottom-line mentalities have
on the arts. But in another, it's a story that many of don't want to hear: that
it took Fleetwood Mac seven tries to strike it rich. We'd almost prefer the
lesson that if at first you don't succeed, you never will. There's something
easy about that, something that assures almost everybody plenty of company.
I was not an ordinarily precocious child, I don't think. I didn't learn
things quickly in order to please adults. I didn't give a damn about pleasing
the adults. It was great if it happened, but when it happened less and less
because I really was doing my own thing, I gave up thinking about pleasing
anybody but myself. That was an awful condition to land in, especially as I had
also learned that precocious children don't have to work hard. Perhaps if
I'd grown up in the city, and gone to more challenging schools, that wouldn't
have been true, but in leafy Westchester, I was simply one child less to
struggle with. My parents certainly had no regard for the critical and
unsentimental intelligence that I had developed by the age of nine or ten. They
may have hoped that keeping me in "good" schools would restrain my eccentricity.
In any case, I coasted, on the understanding that application and perseverance
were for the less-gifted. I don't think that I arrived at this judgment on my
own. I believe that it is a central precept of what I'm going to call the
American Scream.
The American Scream is the nightmare version of the American Dream. If I may
be permitted a moment of craziness, let me call it the spawn of television. It
is a siren call to alluring leisure that, if followed, can only end in tears. I
don't see much television advertising, but an enormous bloc of it seems to
involve cars snaking dreamily along empty roads in remote places. Like any
New Yorker reader, I see a lot of print ads for fashion and
vacationing. In both, there is a tremendous accent upon idleness and
unoccupation - except where sports enters the picture. We seem to be looking
forward to a sort of peacefully pleasant death-state in which we will no longer
have to lift a finger. What sort of dream is this for healthy people to have?
I have recently observed that the happy people whom I know do not dream this
Scream. The happy people whom I know are too busy doing what they're doing. They
love what they're doing, and, what is not quite the same thing, they love doing
it.†
Malcolm Gladwell's talk showed me that I what I'm doing here is important -
to me. Sure, I'd like it to be important to "innombrables lecteurs" (Journal
d'un Vrai Parisien). Vastly anterior to that, however, keeping my sites
fresh and full of "content" has to matter, vitally, to me. I see that I've been
holding back from that kind of commitment,
or perhaps had just made
it. I would discuss it a bit with Kathleen (my biggest supporter in
every way), but I'd keep quiet about it, even with myself. It wasn't something
that I felt comfortable acknowledging; it was too final. But I walked out of the
Director's Foundation on Saturday morning silently trumpeting the fact that I
have responded to Rilke's admonition. I have changed my life. Here I am, and
here I will stay.
Long before Mr Gladwell was done,
Jane Smiley's ambitious
horses were galloping through my corral. I will refrain from
repeating myself on that subject, except to point out the relation between
repetition and intelligence. Doing something worthwhile over and over, and with
satisfaction, does make you smarter. Getting away without having to do anything
is not smart at all. It's not only imprudent, it's life-denying. Just getting
things done without minding much how they're done isn't much better. What
I learned from Malcolm Gladwell is not that I want to be a better blogger in the
sense of writing more and better entries. I do want that, but I want to do it
well. I want the doing of it, which you can't see, to be as good as what you can
see. We're not talking about my blog. We're talking about my life.
† I will save the interesting connection between the
degradation of the workplace and the collapse of the American work ethic for
another time. There is also another facet to this nugget that, while it catches
my eye, I'm ill-equipped to address, and that is the problem of untalented and
moderately-talented people for whom the opportunities of interesting work are
not numerous. (Nor will I take on the interesting theory that everyone is
talented in some way or another, but that societies depend a lot more upon some
talents than upon others, leaving the talents of many to go to waste.) What I
want to focus on is the importance of determination and persistence, not as a
prerequisite of success but as a quality of life. Good work is good because it
is the mind's way of breathing, just as it is the body's route to health. (There
are bad sorts of work, involving excess, stress, and danger, but that's another
matter that I'm foreclosing.)